Thursday, June 28, 2007
yawntime blues!
Best lies happen in the dark where nothing can reflect the glint in my eyes
I was heading up the road once again
Finishing my days heartbeats
Clocking in another day
Earth doesn’t move beneath me much these days
There are no ground shakers following me
I stood gaping at the vast sky above
Surely you could send me a mystery or two tonight
Stop this revving restlessness
This madness
That consumes me completely rendering me sheer
And naked for all to mock and poke at
Enough of this being yourself
Grab that hide which suits you like an unfit armor
let you suffocate in it and your boredom shall rest in peace
As you pant against its walls and sweat in the scorching heat
Cry in pain that creeps from all around
Scream your sane head away
And you’d have conquered your ennui…
Monday, June 11, 2007
on my birthday!
Today I was thrown back into the realty
Of ‘normal’ life
Of school uniforms, breakfast , lunch and dinner
In to the world of homework, scrapes and missing pencils
Today in the mirror
saw that I had been away
lines of pain vanished
Waiting to reappear eager
Today I found myself
Crying for my parents
Feebly and uncontrollably
Out of shame and guilt
Today i realized
I had been a zero
Not a 'hero' but just
A pretty Wisp in the wind
Today I mustered the strength
To unlock the door of reality
And realized
How I ever wanted to masquerade...
Today I wanted to sing my swan song
To release my dreams in captivity
And come home again to the darkness of my true identity...
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